Disconnection

So I've got three weeks left of uni and so much to do. I know I'm not the only person either so I shouldn't be moaning... But I am! At the time of writing this in on a train back from home, where I popped to for a whopping three hours today. I just don't feel quite settled. Planning my day by the hour, oh I don't think I'm doing anything tomorrow at 3-4 I can colour grade.

This isn't a healthy way to be. I don't even know why I'm writing this down it might be because I don't feel like I can express myself correctly to anybody. That could be because I like to keep myself quite closed. Guess that's a problem I've caused for myself.

I feel drained. And I know that it's only going to get worse in the next three weeks. After that I'll be done. Time to get a job and be successful and earn lots of money... Easy right? Please say yes.

Anyway I feel like I have gone on for too long and just been depressing. So I'll go and try to cheer up. Thanks for listening